01-13-2022, 09:24 PM
In the end tinnitus faded as if it was upset or something, except the one of the right.
Today fear played me a good one, I was terrified from getting covid even when I knew the odds for that to happen were most likely 0%, it tricked me into thinking I couldn't breathe or my throat closing off and for a few second I could feel that way, but in fact I was breathing just fine and my throat wasn't that bad (it started to ache after fear got triggered), so I used OF because my body was already trembling, after 2 hours the symptoms faded and now I feel just fine, but now left tinnitus is greeting me again as saying: you used OF again motherf*****, just when I thought I could have some rest from the noisy nights, but if that's the case then my subconscious is getting annoyed? but for what? using hybrid 3 times a day? it was pretty hellish today and for making it worse couldn't sleep yesterday now I'm asking myself if I should buy UH or keep with OF until something better is release, this makes 6 months with OFv1, 4 with OFv2 and 7 with OFv3 and fear just won't end.
Today fear played me a good one, I was terrified from getting covid even when I knew the odds for that to happen were most likely 0%, it tricked me into thinking I couldn't breathe or my throat closing off and for a few second I could feel that way, but in fact I was breathing just fine and my throat wasn't that bad (it started to ache after fear got triggered), so I used OF because my body was already trembling, after 2 hours the symptoms faded and now I feel just fine, but now left tinnitus is greeting me again as saying: you used OF again motherf*****, just when I thought I could have some rest from the noisy nights, but if that's the case then my subconscious is getting annoyed? but for what? using hybrid 3 times a day? it was pretty hellish today and for making it worse couldn't sleep yesterday now I'm asking myself if I should buy UH or keep with OF until something better is release, this makes 6 months with OFv1, 4 with OFv2 and 7 with OFv3 and fear just won't end.