day 46
Lots of feelings and emotions coming up once again. sadness, annoyance, slightly anti-social, bit of headfog. I also have again old patterns of slight social anxiety going on. Everything sets me slightly off once again. I dont know if i have an desire to social today, but its like going and not going are equal. Attitudes, thoughts, something says me there is an release going on right now but i mis some direction maniesting in internal screamfest.
feeling slightly confrontional aswell. Im aware that here is still some resistance to not dirupt to much while on the other hand my head screams burn it all.
attitude changes to more entitlement and self assurance
Edit: Im feeling really confident right now and there is nothing i cant do. This state happens more and more and is quite powerfull. An sense of self-image is to be further developed. Im feeling like an new me right now. Its over, done. this is it. Nothing to add to this but to reach new hights. It feels a bit dreamy at times but absolutely certain and sure about this. My whole body is buzzing right now. Im feeling really energized aswell. ASC targets everything. Again, self-image and sense of self and personality.
What this sub also seems to do is triggering some interest towards other subs, OF, OGSF, DAOS, AM 6.0 and BASE have gotten my attention while running this sub. Interesting.
Lots of feelings and emotions coming up once again. sadness, annoyance, slightly anti-social, bit of headfog. I also have again old patterns of slight social anxiety going on. Everything sets me slightly off once again. I dont know if i have an desire to social today, but its like going and not going are equal. Attitudes, thoughts, something says me there is an release going on right now but i mis some direction maniesting in internal screamfest.
feeling slightly confrontional aswell. Im aware that here is still some resistance to not dirupt to much while on the other hand my head screams burn it all.
attitude changes to more entitlement and self assurance
Edit: Im feeling really confident right now and there is nothing i cant do. This state happens more and more and is quite powerfull. An sense of self-image is to be further developed. Im feeling like an new me right now. Its over, done. this is it. Nothing to add to this but to reach new hights. It feels a bit dreamy at times but absolutely certain and sure about this. My whole body is buzzing right now. Im feeling really energized aswell. ASC targets everything. Again, self-image and sense of self and personality.
What this sub also seems to do is triggering some interest towards other subs, OF, OGSF, DAOS, AM 6.0 and BASE have gotten my attention while running this sub. Interesting.