02-10-2016, 08:16 PM
Day 12:
I feel really weird today. Like a part of me is missing. I think it's like how Shannon said we are often taught these unhealthy beliefs and ways of being before we have critical thinking. I imagine a lot of my personality has been built from a foundation of GSF and bit by bit the structure is coming down.
Today feels like a chunk is missing, and I feel sort of like a zombie.
I did run into a friend of my ex's today. I was crushing on this girl the entire relationship, she's such a cool chick. She was looking great, I wasn't feeling anywhere near sexy or confident haha. We had a nice conversation, I am just so honest recently, I didn't feel like I needed to front. There were no obvious IOI's or anything of that nature but I could tell she valued my realness.
I feel really weird today. Like a part of me is missing. I think it's like how Shannon said we are often taught these unhealthy beliefs and ways of being before we have critical thinking. I imagine a lot of my personality has been built from a foundation of GSF and bit by bit the structure is coming down. Today feels like a chunk is missing, and I feel sort of like a zombie.
I did run into a friend of my ex's today. I was crushing on this girl the entire relationship, she's such a cool chick. She was looking great, I wasn't feeling anywhere near sexy or confident haha. We had a nice conversation, I am just so honest recently, I didn't feel like I needed to front. There were no obvious IOI's or anything of that nature but I could tell she valued my realness.
