02-09-2016, 07:30 PM
(02-09-2016, 06:39 PM)essy Wrote: These are some epic posts man. I can sort of relate to that last one. After a year of AM6, I have these rare, fleeting moments where I feel aggressive and ready to fight, and it's usually triggered by a masculine presence that I feel threatened by in some way.
I have to say the stuff you're posting only after 11 days is wild. Makes me lean towards running OGSF sooner rather than later. Not interested in the crying stuff though, as liberating as it may have been.
My focus for the last few months has been connecting with my emotions and true nature. So the crying was significant and important for me. This is coming from someone who couldn't cry up until recently.
I used to think all I was missing was confidence, then I thought I needed to be an Alpha male, then I realised I was just saying the 'right' things, walking the 'right' way and I was just pretending to be this Alpha male out of fear that I wasn't ok the way I am. This was my self rejection. So I went inwards and found that shame guilt and fear are at the core of my issues.
Watching this forum has taught me the importance of a strong foundation and a clean slate to build from. I want to run this program for 6 months and hopefully ASC 6G is out by then. Run that one for 6 months as well
