04-07-2011, 01:19 PM
Well it's been a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time coming but I'm finally nearing the end of my Alpha Male journey. I am on Day 2 of Stage 6 and looking back I've certaintly learned that 40 days per stage is WAAAAY too much lol. However, the extra time has certaintly helped, and I've come so far compared to how I was less than one year ago around this time.
Stage 5 was the most uptempo, fun stage of the Alpha Set. I became extremely talkative and social. My whole attitude towards women in general improved and I now simply treat them as just friends or simply regular people. Of course, my nonchalant ways also left me empty of any motivation. It sucked ballz, however Ultra Motivation is helping beautifully, I just need to play it more
. I used my "prepping" method to help get me geared up for Ultra Motivation and it greatly sped up the effects, I was seeing the effects within the first day or so. Since then I've been doing what I can to stay focused on school however procrastination is still a problem thought it's improving.
So far, I've been feeling slightly insecure about my height (it comes and goes) due to me being only about 5'6/5'7. Plus, I'm curious about my "game". If someone asked me to define my "game" I couldn't. I actually feel like my game is far too childish sometimes. And since I've been promoted to a high position within my school organization, I've been thinking I need to mature more, and be a better example.
And of course I'm conflicted on the question of whether or not I want a girlfriend or not. This is MUCH different than my situation years ago where I wanted a GF but had a hard time finding one. This time, I KNOW I can, it's just whether or not I want to. Plus, I'm really picky when it comes to women, and this was before the Alpha Set. Now it's gotten to the point where I'm starting to think the only way to find the best girl is to manifest one into my life. But with SM coming soon, I'll probably just live up to my reputation as a Scorpio and go sex crazy with multiple partners although one perfect partner, with perfect sex, would be much appreciated as well.
Stage 5 was the most uptempo, fun stage of the Alpha Set. I became extremely talkative and social. My whole attitude towards women in general improved and I now simply treat them as just friends or simply regular people. Of course, my nonchalant ways also left me empty of any motivation. It sucked ballz, however Ultra Motivation is helping beautifully, I just need to play it more
. I used my "prepping" method to help get me geared up for Ultra Motivation and it greatly sped up the effects, I was seeing the effects within the first day or so. Since then I've been doing what I can to stay focused on school however procrastination is still a problem thought it's improving.So far, I've been feeling slightly insecure about my height (it comes and goes) due to me being only about 5'6/5'7. Plus, I'm curious about my "game". If someone asked me to define my "game" I couldn't. I actually feel like my game is far too childish sometimes. And since I've been promoted to a high position within my school organization, I've been thinking I need to mature more, and be a better example.
And of course I'm conflicted on the question of whether or not I want a girlfriend or not. This is MUCH different than my situation years ago where I wanted a GF but had a hard time finding one. This time, I KNOW I can, it's just whether or not I want to. Plus, I'm really picky when it comes to women, and this was before the Alpha Set. Now it's gotten to the point where I'm starting to think the only way to find the best girl is to manifest one into my life. But with SM coming soon, I'll probably just live up to my reputation as a Scorpio and go sex crazy with multiple partners although one perfect partner, with perfect sex, would be much appreciated as well.
