02-05-2016, 09:43 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-05-2016, 09:54 PM by dissonance.)
After the past 1.5 days of listening to OF 5G with not that much difference, and no noticeable improvements, and even some resistance and/or emotional turbulence, self-esteem issues, I've now listened to OGSF 5G for 30 minutes by earphones (for the first time in months; I always use ultrasonic), and it feels like some sort of weight and darkness has been lifted away. I'm literally wanting to actually smile. Whereas the rest of the day before OGSF, I was feeling self-conscious, self-loathing, difficult time looking at myself in the mirror, etc. I'm looking at myself in the mirror now as I type this, and it's like my perception of myself has shifted; I'm okay with myself, I like what I see and I like the person that my reflection shows.
It's crazy, not sure if it's placebo; we'll see...
It's crazy, not sure if it's placebo; we'll see...
