04-06-2011, 07:45 PM
Well tonight's the last night of stage 3. I figured I'd sum up my experience like I have been doing in the past. For me I didn't really notice a lot in stage 3. I wish I could say more about what it has done for me, but it's hard to tell. There's that feeling that something is different and at the same time it's not. I guess what I'm saying is the positive traits that are building still aren't powerful enough to combat the negative side of me. I've lived with that negative side for so long it's hard to notice the small positive things a lot of the time. So I'm sure stage 3 has affected me in valuable ways but I'm ignorant to it.
But progress is progress, and as long as I am moving forward even the slightest bit I'm happy. It's hard to tell what will happen from this point forward because so far each stage has made me feel very different. Stage 1 was the most brutal, stage 2 made me the happiest person for no reason, and stage 3 caused me to nosedive into depression at times and feel hopeless.
But progress is progress, and as long as I am moving forward even the slightest bit I'm happy. It's hard to tell what will happen from this point forward because so far each stage has made me feel very different. Stage 1 was the most brutal, stage 2 made me the happiest person for no reason, and stage 3 caused me to nosedive into depression at times and feel hopeless.
