WildFlower's 2011 Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

Hey, if you do come to this side of the pond, we'll have to have a pint or two. Congrats on the job shortlisting.

It's only semi-finalized at the moment, but if I'm over, yeah we totally have to meet up for a few beers. I'll know several months in advance the dates I'm over, and where I'll roughly be, so perhaps there'd be enough time to organised a group meet-up? I know this is something Ryan's expressed interest in before.

If I'm ever faced with a split-personality it's when getting a job interview. After the tiresome slog of writing umpteen, unique covering letters; tweaking CV's; and sending the applications out, I'm often faced with all the possibilities of why getting a new job could be a bad thing. I'm pretty sure it's the fear of change which brings these feelings up from the depths. This time however, I'm feeling totally cool about the whole thing and about however it turns out. I'm not disinterested in the outcome, just much more comfortable facing whatever change I face. I feel I have enough self-control to not let things that are beyond my control bother me. Alpha Male will truly make it user take life in their stride.

Having not felt much initial change using Stage 3, I've suddenly been met by a huge spike in effects. I mentioned that the 2011 version of the set was making me more open about my interest with women, more willing to escalate, and give women who show interest what they want. This huge new spike of effects has taken this to a whole new level. I'm now ridiculously good at flirting (my flirting has paradoxically become blatantly direct, yet at the same time tastefully subtle and discrete) I feel magnetically masculine which is giving the desired effect of women being more interested in me, and me being more able to act upon this interest. A girl I've worked with for over a year now, who has previously not shown me a single IOI although we have been good friends, has now started responding to me with interest. Her eye contact lingers, she giggles at me like crazy, drops little compliments like "I was telling my friend about you the other day", etc. Older Women (40+) don't show me attraction, but have become very submissive towards me. Men want to joke with me a lot more and show me respect.