02-04-2016, 08:43 AM
Day 5 of OGSF 5g, nothing much to report yet having spent most of my week at home recovering from a knee injury from football which is pretty crap but I've been doing plently of listening to the sub about 6 hours during the day with masked and then 8-10 hours at night, I definitely been feeling more tired and had one or two strange dreams.
I had one dream where I met this indian girl and chose her to become my wife/GF so we go on a date in the town, next thing I know there are like 3 fat girls that come to sit next to us and they all start bitching about how the relationship wont work bla bla and I told them I'd help them loose weight (sensing this was part of their unhappiness) by taking them to the gym and doing cardio
, they stopped bothering us after that, perhaps this was me facing my subconscious' Guilt/shame/fear? who knows.
One interesting part was I went to speak with the indian girl's father and I directly asked him if he thought that his daughter was on the right path (wtf?) then I also said to him that I thought I was going to lead her down the wrong path and I didn't want to do that... very weird.
Will post if I notice more
I had one dream where I met this indian girl and chose her to become my wife/GF so we go on a date in the town, next thing I know there are like 3 fat girls that come to sit next to us and they all start bitching about how the relationship wont work bla bla and I told them I'd help them loose weight (sensing this was part of their unhappiness) by taking them to the gym and doing cardio
, they stopped bothering us after that, perhaps this was me facing my subconscious' Guilt/shame/fear? who knows. One interesting part was I went to speak with the indian girl's father and I directly asked him if he thought that his daughter was on the right path (wtf?) then I also said to him that I thought I was going to lead her down the wrong path and I didn't want to do that... very weird.
Will post if I notice more
