A Better Alex, stage 2: ASC Journal

[apollolux]

@Hercules - while you bring up some valid points to consider, I think you're making an assumption that I'm not doing the work to change my circumstances and myself. I consider these subs as the positive influence I lacked growing up, and the amount I have positively changed my attitude since I started listening is staggering to me considering how I started. The sex with many women (or as you put it "fcking 50 bitches") is simply to manifest the external abundance I've felt I lacked.

In somewhat related news, a girl who's been avoiding me for a month told me on Monday that she's fallen in love with me, and the blonde Russian one-itis who started this whole thing I caught following me around school today even though I haven't even come in contact with her for months.

I don't know how to feel about either of those things yet.