02-02-2016, 12:06 AM
(02-01-2016, 12:40 PM)Jason Capital Wrote: Nah, I dint.
And, that's the point.
Every girl I meet doesn't seem like she is worth to have me.
Before using SM, I wouldn't have thought that ignoring girls and their any advancements and they failng my tests will not make me wanna go ahead with my game into seducing them.
I just feel and it doesn't make sense to sometimes think or believe that I am literally turning down girls for even approaching me or talking to me, not being fun and challenging or meeting my standards.
Earlier in SM till stage 3, or 4, sex was the whole focus of mine, and now, I don't think sex is any important thing to consider upon, though I feel extremely sexy and turned on even in touching a girl and I had a boner just in random touch.
Though talking about anything like this or even posting on forums feel like why am I doing this?
I force myself to post here because how would I even know what I have been through.
I had felt an instant connection and some kind of energy pulling me and a girl I am talking to, together and I can't explain this feeling, but like in stage 5, a female friend of mine, which I had met in first week of SM, came with her female friend in one social setting, where I dint talk with her friend, but later that night, we talked just for a moment, and we touched each other, and we laughed a lot, and all the things were extremely seductive and our voices and eyes were also so seductive, but just for that moment, I knew that this is SM3 working in full fledge, because like fate is making situations and putting us together and making us feel so sexy, and connected, and whatever I say, I cannot explain it in words and I am failing miserably, this feeling was extremely different.
And, I just love to have that kind of feeling.
My ex also tried a lot to contact me, and I was so into her, after our breakup, but I dint even care to talk to her.
And, I am glad that Optimus engine is making things perfect and balanced according to my unique situation.
I feel SM3 is the extreme aphrodasic one can put on, and the manifestation part is also the best. SM3 can be very tricky to understand in terms of result.
And, just by starting SM3 refresher, I felt shivering and loss of energy in my body in 2 hours, and I had to eat a lot just to feel balanced, and I had eaten well just few hours earlier.
This program is the best one and that's why after SM3 and AM6 refresher, I am going back to SM3 whole run, because the person and I am becoming and I have become, and the person that I see at the end of tunnel, which I want to become is something very much promising and I know will happen. Just vibrating with happiness and joy that I completed the SM3 run.
Well you know what, if I ever use SM, and realize I am getting girls throwing themselves at me, I will fuck them right away cuz pre SM I'd be the needy guy, worthy of my time or not, the first meat that gets thrown at me, I want to take her out for a test ride and enjoy the manifestation of SM.......2 or 3 times like that in a month then follow your "are they worth my time" perception.
thats just me though.
