Currently reading Sigma shock. Overwhelming similarities, like an almost 1 on 1 reflection of myself. Its mindblowing. Now I'm thinking about disruption in my life and how this is linked to the subs and the way it changes. The dark before it gets better so to say. My approach has shifted now towards many things, I cant pinpoint it still, but my confidence is getting rock solid. The changes that stir and dig up fear and feelings are so worth it. Change is never easy which could be seen as an limited belief. Had yesterday also some insight in punish-reward system and how it is related to push-pull and tension, and how this tension may be seen animalistic mating aswell as stirring up in relationship. Another change and sign the goodguy badge is undone, yet I remember some taboo regarding this punish reward stuff. Kinda social stigma.
I seem to get aware of vibes aswell. Neediness has an different vibe/origin then non-neediness, like some sort of energy current.
I seem to get aware of vibes aswell. Neediness has an different vibe/origin then non-neediness, like some sort of energy current.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
