day 45
Experienced yesterday evening truly abundant mindset which was brought over in everything, I saw the world through another lense in terms of girls, jobs, carreer. It showed me that when one has an abundance mindset, it doesnt matter at all., Right now Im barely up for journalling because i am feeling content. I still shift states but being contect and accepting, aswell as not needy makes me feel sexual and just naked hahaha
Im thinking about how much my old behaviour was because of pleasing, guilt, remorse, shame and the what not. but now its all fine. I am confident and overflowing.
Also, embrace tension, ride it! dont avoid it, accept it. its awesome when making eye contact and makes it real. Its all what it is. No more words needed. Im feeling lot less inhibited by blocks and resistance and limitations. I am this and it is what it is for now. Its an flow of direct action, an losing it all = gain it all kind of way. There is nothing to lose.
My eye contact is still fluctuating at times for reasons unsure, covert beliefs maybe, upbring and the such. accepting it is not perfect seem somewhat key. I dont need external permission from people.
Experienced yesterday evening truly abundant mindset which was brought over in everything, I saw the world through another lense in terms of girls, jobs, carreer. It showed me that when one has an abundance mindset, it doesnt matter at all., Right now Im barely up for journalling because i am feeling content. I still shift states but being contect and accepting, aswell as not needy makes me feel sexual and just naked hahaha
Im thinking about how much my old behaviour was because of pleasing, guilt, remorse, shame and the what not. but now its all fine. I am confident and overflowing. Also, embrace tension, ride it! dont avoid it, accept it. its awesome when making eye contact and makes it real. Its all what it is. No more words needed. Im feeling lot less inhibited by blocks and resistance and limitations. I am this and it is what it is for now. Its an flow of direct action, an losing it all = gain it all kind of way. There is nothing to lose.
My eye contact is still fluctuating at times for reasons unsure, covert beliefs maybe, upbring and the such. accepting it is not perfect seem somewhat key. I dont need external permission from people.
