01-21-2016, 06:37 AM
I have an very short fuse right now. people all feel off, walking in my way. I cant stand myself right now and experience lots of anger. I cant hold much eye contact now and slight things are pissing me off. Im also questioning my drive for running this sub and what purpose. All is laid down under this scope. Im feeling utterly stuck amidst an ocean on some pond. People just generally piss me off currently, im snappy, all they do piss me right off, including myself while having no replacement at all for what would be the right way. Im slightly apathic and its as if something has snapped. My whole body feels tense and itchy and am tired. maybe its all losing the value i once gave it.
Done for today. The anger is real.
Done for today. The anger is real.
