- ASC seem to dig up beliefs like layers and then deal with it.
- I do not care about when I make eye contact. its just there, increasing, happening, like it never has been different.
- the not offend is met with an strong opposite reaction, thus it is slowly dealt with.
- I become an seduction machine. yesterday my mind only was revolving around sex and my whole body was vibrating because of it. It was like an train out of control, no inhibitions whatsoever. Should I be at an club everything would break lose. Im absolute sure in myself.
- ASC deals with deeper stuff then it did, even if Im feeling very calm there are hints there is something underlying that aswell.
- I get even more aware of patterns of external validation seeking, agreement and what not. I have thoughts of being beyond everyone.
- Im thinking about other peoples behaviour. I experience still old patterns from myself even after 44 days. Minding that I am not even half way 96 days.
- ASC communicates symbolic aswell, or atleast, I see ASC working like some sort of driller, some sort of oilspot penetrating and working through. aswell as some tentacles. The subconscious is interesting.
- At times I have thoughts that I am somehow influencing the sub or interfere to much.
- i experience something synchronizing at times.
Im feeling amazing right now. Some slight pressure is going on in my head and body and my mind slips into seduction often.
had some discussion with friends over putting woman/girls on an pedestal. The discussion didnt make sense at all as to why one would do it to me on an level. Im aware of some selfdoubt right now and how I sould just set the frame.
Ultrasonic is playing currently. Sleepphones have been ordered.
- I do not care about when I make eye contact. its just there, increasing, happening, like it never has been different.
- the not offend is met with an strong opposite reaction, thus it is slowly dealt with.
- I become an seduction machine. yesterday my mind only was revolving around sex and my whole body was vibrating because of it. It was like an train out of control, no inhibitions whatsoever. Should I be at an club everything would break lose. Im absolute sure in myself.
- ASC deals with deeper stuff then it did, even if Im feeling very calm there are hints there is something underlying that aswell.
- I get even more aware of patterns of external validation seeking, agreement and what not. I have thoughts of being beyond everyone.
- Im thinking about other peoples behaviour. I experience still old patterns from myself even after 44 days. Minding that I am not even half way 96 days.
- ASC communicates symbolic aswell, or atleast, I see ASC working like some sort of driller, some sort of oilspot penetrating and working through. aswell as some tentacles. The subconscious is interesting.
- At times I have thoughts that I am somehow influencing the sub or interfere to much.
- i experience something synchronizing at times.
Im feeling amazing right now. Some slight pressure is going on in my head and body and my mind slips into seduction often.
had some discussion with friends over putting woman/girls on an pedestal. The discussion didnt make sense at all as to why one would do it to me on an level. Im aware of some selfdoubt right now and how I sould just set the frame.
Ultrasonic is playing currently. Sleepphones have been ordered.
