01-15-2016, 01:58 AM
Arrgghhh! I feel great! 
januari 15 day 38
listened to earbuds ultrasonic. I notice an shift in outlook. ASCs grip and normalizing/naturalizing makes sense. did had some replies on forum yesterday which shed some light on the fact that ASC shows blatant results as some sort of over the top so get used to it. it doesnt matter. its all fine. im feeling really great now. I am confident, people know it, i dont need to prove. flirting gets back to where it was becoming an familiar reality. just because. im very health directed now. an new solid ownership. adressing going out fears. work with not for.
want to drop fall asleep do its thing. jolts of confidence and asc. working the room kind of feelings. no need for approval. dtrongly want to join an gym. more expresssive sharing, less fear. openness. alpha. cocky playfull. attraction yet proclaiming declining. i am the fucking prize. non neediness. people are so stuck up on their crap. investment think about it, where you put your attention to. is it worth it? ASC covers even that, I am THAT important!
Less caring about what people say. need to get drier bodywise. its based on nothing that people dont want to have sex with me, its an limited self defeating belief. very strong sensde to dress well. want to change my wardrobe.
Strong pull towards bringing the alpha in fruitation. almost militant aggressive like grendal. the inner beast and leader. it covers so much more. yes i like it. like is not the same as needy i think??
januari 15 day 38
listened to earbuds ultrasonic. I notice an shift in outlook. ASCs grip and normalizing/naturalizing makes sense. did had some replies on forum yesterday which shed some light on the fact that ASC shows blatant results as some sort of over the top so get used to it. it doesnt matter. its all fine. im feeling really great now. I am confident, people know it, i dont need to prove. flirting gets back to where it was becoming an familiar reality. just because. im very health directed now. an new solid ownership. adressing going out fears. work with not for.
want to drop fall asleep do its thing. jolts of confidence and asc. working the room kind of feelings. no need for approval. dtrongly want to join an gym. more expresssive sharing, less fear. openness. alpha. cocky playfull. attraction yet proclaiming declining. i am the fucking prize. non neediness. people are so stuck up on their crap. investment think about it, where you put your attention to. is it worth it? ASC covers even that, I am THAT important!
Less caring about what people say. need to get drier bodywise. its based on nothing that people dont want to have sex with me, its an limited self defeating belief. very strong sensde to dress well. want to change my wardrobe.
Strong pull towards bringing the alpha in fruitation. almost militant aggressive like grendal. the inner beast and leader. it covers so much more. yes i like it. like is not the same as needy i think??
