01-14-2016, 01:56 AM
Day 113
Stage 3/6
Stage 3 started 07/01/2016
Days completed total = 84
Days missed total = 29
Stage 3 days = 6
Days missed = 1
Had a date last night, it was going really well but I had a massive relapse (i guess you could call it that). We disagreed on something, normally im so chilled but this stuck with me and I shut down completely, got the negative black cloud around my head all went silent for 5 minutes so I told her I'm going home!
This didn't go down well with her as she thought it was her fault. It then took me the rest of the night to turn it back around, convince her it was me (which it is) and make things right.
I've had that 'feeling' many times before and its something I need to remove as it is very destructive. I plan on tapping this emotion/feeling.
Also missed out on a nights Subs
Stage 3/6
Stage 3 started 07/01/2016
Days completed total = 84
Days missed total = 29
Stage 3 days = 6
Days missed = 1
Had a date last night, it was going really well but I had a massive relapse (i guess you could call it that). We disagreed on something, normally im so chilled but this stuck with me and I shut down completely, got the negative black cloud around my head all went silent for 5 minutes so I told her I'm going home!
This didn't go down well with her as she thought it was her fault. It then took me the rest of the night to turn it back around, convince her it was me (which it is) and make things right.
I've had that 'feeling' many times before and its something I need to remove as it is very destructive. I plan on tapping this emotion/feeling.
Also missed out on a nights Subs
NEW - Basic Speaker Setup for Subliminals - HERE
My EHPRA Journal - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5779.html
My Intro and Ramblings - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5785.html
My EHPRA Journal - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5779.html
My Intro and Ramblings - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5785.html
