01-14-2016, 01:26 AM
Dealing with some fears and anxieties again, one of them is posting online. I feel resistance as I type this. My guess is that the anxieties are tied to some trauma or something. yesterday evening the sub seemed to work on some deep rooted issue. I felt it literally in my head and body ( waves track ) Playing it loud stonewalls whatever is there.
On other news, my Phone anxiety is gone. I walked very confident through the house, doing some stuff beside it, being relaxed.
I aswell am questioning the journalling as it can turn in some obsessive thing like it did in the past. This is an confidence issue. I am in control about this, which feels good. I feel liberated.
I can only trust in the sub and let go/release whatever arises.
On other news, my Phone anxiety is gone. I walked very confident through the house, doing some stuff beside it, being relaxed.
I aswell am questioning the journalling as it can turn in some obsessive thing like it did in the past. This is an confidence issue. I am in control about this, which feels good. I feel liberated.
I can only trust in the sub and let go/release whatever arises.