01-10-2016, 02:27 PM
Some updates about steps I'm taking towards becoming A Better Alex and leading to A Sexy Alex:
Caveat: Even after listening to EHPRA and ASC, one of my three remaining superstitions is "don't reveal your plans until a definitive result is achieved." I'm still intentionally leaving out a lot of details, both about sub-related and non-sub-related aspects, but I feel comfortable listing the above sub plan.
I'm still in the throes of depression and still feel certain feelings about the one-itis that sparked this entire journey, but I'm confident I'm making progress and that my goals are still achievable. Let's see what I can make happen in 2016.
- In order to facilitate successfully becoming more sexual I've decided to buy and use pheromones earlier than I initially planned. So far the only ones I've acquired are those with sexual intent, and I've updated my supplements to include indole-3-carbinol to metabolize any excess estrogen, epimedium (aka horny goat weed) to enhance libido, and halved my daily zinc to 50mg.
- I've acquired a number of subs during the New Year's Sale; BIABWS+DAOS will be my next combo, and after I graduate I will likely use BASE 4G (or MLS 4G, depending on my career desires at the time) with Ultra Success if I need to facilitate a higher likelihood of professional success.
- I've also acquired AYPSL, AYPG, and AYPRL in the sale, and if I feel confident enough to successfully achieve attracting my perfect lover after BIABWS+DAOS (or BIABWS+BIATBW) will run them likely in that order.
- If I make a decent amount of money over the summer (have two potential paid summer internships, not giving details yet since neither are confirmed) I'll be able to afford at least AM6, a year later than initially planned.
Caveat: Even after listening to EHPRA and ASC, one of my three remaining superstitions is "don't reveal your plans until a definitive result is achieved." I'm still intentionally leaving out a lot of details, both about sub-related and non-sub-related aspects, but I feel comfortable listing the above sub plan.
I'm still in the throes of depression and still feel certain feelings about the one-itis that sparked this entire journey, but I'm confident I'm making progress and that my goals are still achievable. Let's see what I can make happen in 2016.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …