01-10-2016, 07:30 AM
I experience loads of agitation, anger, resentment and just plain old restlessness. Today is an flip-flop kind of day. Not much activity going on to fill my day but to let the ultrasonic do its thing while watching series. I seem to have also lots of sexual supression going on, although im not a virgin and am familiar with relationship. All I seem to put my focus on seems to grow, including the dissolvement of limitations. Its as if ASC becomes some sort of tool that can help dissolve limits. I had strong feelings of expression such as "i would pin you against the wall"kind of attitude which seems new but I like this kind of attitude.
It sure did push me the last days in the unknown. When things go smooth and when it all flows my attitude consists of some head-on wanting to be over with and ready to face more. But when actually there im getting all frustrated, depressed and just fed up. I should let ASC just run its course. Sure lots of felings are coming to the surface currently but the reward afterwards will be sweet.
The restlessness still continues. My only guess is that ASC hits some deep subconscious stuff. Im very tired and just fed up right now.
It sure did push me the last days in the unknown. When things go smooth and when it all flows my attitude consists of some head-on wanting to be over with and ready to face more. But when actually there im getting all frustrated, depressed and just fed up. I should let ASC just run its course. Sure lots of felings are coming to the surface currently but the reward afterwards will be sweet.
The restlessness still continues. My only guess is that ASC hits some deep subconscious stuff. Im very tired and just fed up right now.
