Arctic Fox's EPRHA V2 Journal

[ArcticFox]

Day 89

Days completed total = 66
Days missed total = 23
Stage 1 complete
Stage 2 started: 22nd November
Stage 2 Days = 25
Days missed = 4

Had a really tough end to stage 1 and was hoping stage 2 was going to get better. Got a very good start and had a nice combo run of consecutive days.

Things got worse during this run; I was very irritable, angry at friends, colleagues, just pissed off at life and everyone!! Hard to believe this now but I was soooo close to sacking the sub altogether.

I couldn't believe that a repetition of subliminal positive words repeated every 30 minutes for 8 hours would have no positive impact and even worse create negative emotions and make things worse for me!!

I persevered with the sub and had an accidental break when my sleep hones fell off one night (I switched to these as i thought US on speakers was causing anger issues).

After the break things started to get better or at least not get worse, I switched back to my speakers an US and continued on my journey. I've missed Thursday, Friday and Saturday due to partying and xmas parties. the break has done me the world of good though!!!

I got laid at the xmas party This obviously made my weekend, really pretty petite blonde with a killer bum! But more importantly this is the first time ive got laid since splitting up with my ex a year ago!!!

This has helped me get over her so much more, and I wish i could have done it earlier! Its released so much of my tension and feel like im getting my mojo back!!