I'm still listening and things are still happening and I'm still making things happen, but I've reached a point where, either because of old programming yet to be overcome or because definitive results have yet to be determined, due to one of my three remaining superstitions I'm not giving details about plans I've made and things I've set in motion until I see results happen.
The original negative stuff was what led me to seek out motivational audio and subliminals, while the negative stuff that happened during listening periods was exacerbated and exaggerated by the inner conflict and lack of emotional self-control I experienced due to the conflict of positive subliminal messaging with the existing negative programming. In other words, resistance during the listening periods manifested itself as me coming across as aggressive and mentally and emotionally unstable.
The positive stuff is almost entirely internal. I've had realizations about who I was and am as a person and as a man. I've developed a cockiness bordering on arrogance that I've only ever previously expressed twice in my life (both during job interviews and regarding my experience+knowledge+skill set), and never-before-seen in a social setting. I've since regained the motivation to restore my workout routine and am going to the gym again.
My situation does not externally reflect the positive internal changes, but I still believe "it is achievable" and I am simply taking the action necessary to introduce the next catalyst I believe will be responsible for solidifying this upward positive trend towards A Better Alex and prepare me for the next subliminal listening stage.
Look at me, I still feel the need to show off my eloquence. I should decide soon if this is a thing to address or not.
The original negative stuff was what led me to seek out motivational audio and subliminals, while the negative stuff that happened during listening periods was exacerbated and exaggerated by the inner conflict and lack of emotional self-control I experienced due to the conflict of positive subliminal messaging with the existing negative programming. In other words, resistance during the listening periods manifested itself as me coming across as aggressive and mentally and emotionally unstable.
The positive stuff is almost entirely internal. I've had realizations about who I was and am as a person and as a man. I've developed a cockiness bordering on arrogance that I've only ever previously expressed twice in my life (both during job interviews and regarding my experience+knowledge+skill set), and never-before-seen in a social setting. I've since regained the motivation to restore my workout routine and am going to the gym again.
My situation does not externally reflect the positive internal changes, but I still believe "it is achievable" and I am simply taking the action necessary to introduce the next catalyst I believe will be responsible for solidifying this upward positive trend towards A Better Alex and prepare me for the next subliminal listening stage.
Look at me, I still feel the need to show off my eloquence. I should decide soon if this is a thing to address or not.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
