12-03-2015, 11:00 PM
Okay, last day of BASE.
In the last few days, while dabbling with MBTI, I also started studying the Enneagram. Turns out I'm scoring a lot within Type 6, even if I wouldn't have guessed it at first.
The issue is, Type 6 seems to be run by fear. It seems to me, that my life has been run by this fear to such a degree, that I can't even laugh about it... yet. A lot of stuff I considered to be "true" for me turns out (again) to be just some pretense, powered by a negative emotion.
Now, the issue with regards to BASE is this - I can see how much of my intention of being an entrepreneur is tied to distrust for authority and, at the same time - to being loyal to society by trying to improve it. (if that makes sense) The more I let go of fear, the more I realize this is a highly impractical way of approaching entrepreneurship - way more concerned with what *I* want, rather than what the market wants (and/or will appreciate).
Basically, my effort up to now seems to have been orchestrated by fear - not an optimal strategy I would guess. That realization also coincides with the fact that I'm finishing BASE and that Shannon is going to release OF 5G soon. I'll have this week of rest to gather my thoughts and decide what to run next.
In the last few days, while dabbling with MBTI, I also started studying the Enneagram. Turns out I'm scoring a lot within Type 6, even if I wouldn't have guessed it at first.
The issue is, Type 6 seems to be run by fear. It seems to me, that my life has been run by this fear to such a degree, that I can't even laugh about it... yet. A lot of stuff I considered to be "true" for me turns out (again) to be just some pretense, powered by a negative emotion.
Now, the issue with regards to BASE is this - I can see how much of my intention of being an entrepreneur is tied to distrust for authority and, at the same time - to being loyal to society by trying to improve it. (if that makes sense) The more I let go of fear, the more I realize this is a highly impractical way of approaching entrepreneurship - way more concerned with what *I* want, rather than what the market wants (and/or will appreciate).
Basically, my effort up to now seems to have been orchestrated by fear - not an optimal strategy I would guess. That realization also coincides with the fact that I'm finishing BASE and that Shannon is going to release OF 5G soon. I'll have this week of rest to gather my thoughts and decide what to run next.
