11-20-2015, 08:19 PM
Stage 4
Updates
1. I have been to one family gathering three or four days earlier. And, I have been super relaxed and alpha, and somehow how I felt is something I can't perfectly describe in words.
No social anxiety regarding talking to people.
I talked with everyone mostly.
I was working the room.
I was loud.
I was extremely funny, challenging, unpredictible, very much relaxed, and happy.
Everyone and mostly my relatives specially female family members, with whom I am able to connect instantaneously and have fun with them.
My agenda in talking to people is just having fun, and I don't know if that's in the SM3 or not.
I guess that's in WM2, but I have learned that concept and that seems natural part of me now.
No agenda except having good time.
2. I am somehow not able to maintain the correct posture while I am alone.
Yet, I am extremely aware of my body language and without a doubt, my body language is extremely sexy, sometimes, oh, almost all the time, I fcking love my body language.
3. I have been in fight with my mom.
She cried, when I told her not to do something with extreme edge, and I was a complete jerk, and it was just my intolerance to others not doing something I want.
I also have been in fight with so many people lately, I assume it's something diffrent than AM6.
My intolerance is sometimes causing me to feel later on not so good about that event.
4. I have been just enjoying myself.
And, the important and yet curious update is that I can turn any conversation or question into something I want and I can really get away with anything, and this is something because I have been doing consciously, and yet SM3 is also helping me building that.
5. No doubt in bantering and Sense of humor skill.
PEACE
JC
Updates
1. I have been to one family gathering three or four days earlier. And, I have been super relaxed and alpha, and somehow how I felt is something I can't perfectly describe in words.
No social anxiety regarding talking to people.
I talked with everyone mostly.
I was working the room.
I was loud.
I was extremely funny, challenging, unpredictible, very much relaxed, and happy.
Everyone and mostly my relatives specially female family members, with whom I am able to connect instantaneously and have fun with them.
My agenda in talking to people is just having fun, and I don't know if that's in the SM3 or not.
I guess that's in WM2, but I have learned that concept and that seems natural part of me now.
No agenda except having good time.
2. I am somehow not able to maintain the correct posture while I am alone.
Yet, I am extremely aware of my body language and without a doubt, my body language is extremely sexy, sometimes, oh, almost all the time, I fcking love my body language.
3. I have been in fight with my mom.
She cried, when I told her not to do something with extreme edge, and I was a complete jerk, and it was just my intolerance to others not doing something I want.
I also have been in fight with so many people lately, I assume it's something diffrent than AM6.
My intolerance is sometimes causing me to feel later on not so good about that event.
4. I have been just enjoying myself.
And, the important and yet curious update is that I can turn any conversation or question into something I want and I can really get away with anything, and this is something because I have been doing consciously, and yet SM3 is also helping me building that.
5. No doubt in bantering and Sense of humor skill.
PEACE
JC
