03-12-2011, 12:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-12-2011, 12:38 PM by WildFlower.)
Went out last night and had a blast. Things are just super smooth now. I feel supremely confident as well as very happy and content. Neediness is zilch; I'm very selective about who I respond to with interest. Not that there is anything wrong with a lot of the Women showing signs of interest, some moments I'm just not wanting to act on it; I'm having too much fun talking to friends, dancing or something like that. I'm not pursuing Women what-so-ever right now, not really pursuing life in general at all. I don't feel the need as things keep effortlessly dropping into place for me.
I bumped into an old female friend of mine who instantly planted a massive kiss on my cheek, kept complimenting my jumper whilst poking it (and my abs) and laughing really flirty-giggly at my jokes. She's always been attracted to me and we do have a bit of history together but her attraction seems to have gone up several notches. Or at least she was expressing it more. Could've been the Alcohol I guess.
Getting double takes which is a bit weird. One example was when I was stood at the bar and a girl about 20 feet away was looking around aimlessly, likewise I was looking around aimlessly our eyes met for about a second, she glanced straight away and then straight back. Her first glance being aimless her second not at all aimless. It's weird because I don't feel that a sufficient change in my demeanor or aura, that I'm giving of whilst stood stationary, has changed enough to warrant double takes like this. I'm wondering if the 'eye seduction' part Shannon mentioned is introduced as early as Stage 2? Girls in general were different; aloof bar maids where all smiles with me.
I ended up making out with a random girl, but I thought it was weird how she kept asking me all these particular questions. To her it seemed more than a makeout with a random guy in a club. I was being screened as potential boyfriend I thought.
It was a great night with lots of differences to how I'm normally treated. Made instant connections with most people I met with conversation flowing naturally and entertainingly. Had a heart to heart with one of my best friends, instigated by him he kept telling me how he values my opinion above all others.
I feel life is such a blessing, which also makes me care and hurt more. I feel deeply about the current man made suffering in Libya (the middle east in general) and the natural disaster in Japan. My heart goes out to them. Increasing one's self esteem also increases one's capacity to feel the hurt of others. When we are free from our own suffering we naturally and willingly take on the suffering of others. I feel the common phrase "you can't expect others to love you if you don't love yourself", can equally be expressed as "you can't expect to love others if you don't love yourself"
I bumped into an old female friend of mine who instantly planted a massive kiss on my cheek, kept complimenting my jumper whilst poking it (and my abs) and laughing really flirty-giggly at my jokes. She's always been attracted to me and we do have a bit of history together but her attraction seems to have gone up several notches. Or at least she was expressing it more. Could've been the Alcohol I guess.
Getting double takes which is a bit weird. One example was when I was stood at the bar and a girl about 20 feet away was looking around aimlessly, likewise I was looking around aimlessly our eyes met for about a second, she glanced straight away and then straight back. Her first glance being aimless her second not at all aimless. It's weird because I don't feel that a sufficient change in my demeanor or aura, that I'm giving of whilst stood stationary, has changed enough to warrant double takes like this. I'm wondering if the 'eye seduction' part Shannon mentioned is introduced as early as Stage 2? Girls in general were different; aloof bar maids where all smiles with me.
I ended up making out with a random girl, but I thought it was weird how she kept asking me all these particular questions. To her it seemed more than a makeout with a random guy in a club. I was being screened as potential boyfriend I thought.
It was a great night with lots of differences to how I'm normally treated. Made instant connections with most people I met with conversation flowing naturally and entertainingly. Had a heart to heart with one of my best friends, instigated by him he kept telling me how he values my opinion above all others.
I feel life is such a blessing, which also makes me care and hurt more. I feel deeply about the current man made suffering in Libya (the middle east in general) and the natural disaster in Japan. My heart goes out to them. Increasing one's self esteem also increases one's capacity to feel the hurt of others. When we are free from our own suffering we naturally and willingly take on the suffering of others. I feel the common phrase "you can't expect others to love you if you don't love yourself", can equally be expressed as "you can't expect to love others if you don't love yourself"
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
