11-19-2015, 01:12 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-19-2015, 01:14 PM by dissonance.)
Had a very intense dream last night:
Was having a steak dinner with family. It was time to pay (payment was before the meal for some reason). I don't have a usable card, so my bro angrily and condescendingly uses his card. We go to the table with the rest of relatives and I'm so angry that i put on this speech and monologue that makes him look like an asshole and bitch. I remember saying things like "it wasn't just what he said, but his tone, and attitude toward me", and everyone saw that he was a cunt. But then afterwards, I went over and hugged him and said but I love you, which I've never done ever since I was a kid. Everyone is shocked and emotional and is leaving, except for the only person who is younger than me, who is my cousin named Ryan, and he just comes up to me and says "is there more steak"? I find that hilarious, and look over to my other cousin, who is still sitting there, and i notice he is very serious and emotional like everyone else, and then i start hysterically at Ryan's "don't give a fuck" reaction to everything that just happened, just wanting more steak. Then my brother is humbled and thanks me for it all, but tries to give me a rebuttal or something like that containing some of his advice, which I don't really pay attention to for some reason. I think maybe it's because I think what he is saying is advice meant for sheep and people who settle for less and play it safe. So I sort of brush it off and woke up right there, 3 minutes before my alarm clock.
Was having a steak dinner with family. It was time to pay (payment was before the meal for some reason). I don't have a usable card, so my bro angrily and condescendingly uses his card. We go to the table with the rest of relatives and I'm so angry that i put on this speech and monologue that makes him look like an asshole and bitch. I remember saying things like "it wasn't just what he said, but his tone, and attitude toward me", and everyone saw that he was a cunt. But then afterwards, I went over and hugged him and said but I love you, which I've never done ever since I was a kid. Everyone is shocked and emotional and is leaving, except for the only person who is younger than me, who is my cousin named Ryan, and he just comes up to me and says "is there more steak"? I find that hilarious, and look over to my other cousin, who is still sitting there, and i notice he is very serious and emotional like everyone else, and then i start hysterically at Ryan's "don't give a fuck" reaction to everything that just happened, just wanting more steak. Then my brother is humbled and thanks me for it all, but tries to give me a rebuttal or something like that containing some of his advice, which I don't really pay attention to for some reason. I think maybe it's because I think what he is saying is advice meant for sheep and people who settle for less and play it safe. So I sort of brush it off and woke up right there, 3 minutes before my alarm clock.
