Arctic Fox's EPRHA V2 Journal

[ArcticFox]

Day 58

Days completed = 40
Days missed = 18
Days required to complete 1 stage: 18 * 0.5 = 9 | 32 + 9 = 41
So tonight is my last night for stage 1 completion :exclamation:

Thoughts of the day:

• early this morning urge to shun friends and close off which is fairly normal for me, although I'm over reacting over much more trivial things to trigger this.
  
• Some thoughts and feelings to getting my shit together, training, eating healthier, focusing on study, career.
  
• Feels as if I'm just about to make some small break throughs, or at least on the very cusp!
  

I have a cycle (well before doing subs) of going through being lazy, indulging, procrastination, heavy frap over pron and back to be productive, healthy, exercising, natural desire for women (no pornhub). This cycle pretty much disappeared during this 1st run of EPRHA , and I just amplified all of the negative parts and supressed the positive parts.