11-12-2015, 02:53 PM
(11-12-2015, 08:16 AM)ArcticFox Wrote: "I have been feeling really alone, I wish I had some real friends and even a girlfriend. I feel I am not getting any real intimate connection with anyone and I feel like I need it to feel sane. I have my parents and brother and few guys at work that I see couple times a week and on Saturday I see some new people on a course I am doing. But I can't connect with none of them and it makes me feel alone even if I am interacting and talking with them. It sucks bad. I want someone to be close to and be really open and feel ''connection'' what ever that means."
I feel very very similar to this. I have no real close friends, my family although love me are very distant and don't really know me. To be fair I've always been alone, and I don't know how to fix this - what's inside me that's is preventing me from what I think I want.
Sorry to hijack. Just know you're not alone and I share some of your problems.
No worries mate. It is always nice to hear different life perspectives
(11-12-2015, 12:36 AM)yeah! Wrote: Will you go on to OF 5G Soaring?
I have made a commitment to this 4G sub and I would like use it for 6 months. I will take a look at the new OF 5G when it comes out though, I just don't like the idea of changing subs again.