11-12-2015, 12:37 PM
Stage 4
Something good happened.
I was in a crowded place, and I talked with five to six male friends of mine, and I was extremely high energy, and talked with two female friends of mine, one of them was Miss. H.
Another thing that happened, is I talked and made eye contact with almost all the people.
One girl I am interested in, seems to be interested in me, and I can know that she was looking at me from the side, as I can get the idea from the peripheral vision.
And I don't know how, somehow all the girl, mostly all, haha, seems to be interested in me, as it appears to me, and the girl sitting right before me, I am eye fcking her, I am kissing her neck, I am pressing her breasts, and I love just looking at her hips and asss, And nothing seems to be in control like my thoughts are one fire, I can't keep my thoughts concentrated.
I talked with Miss. H, and I actually I talked with three girls today.
Actually, I initiated conversation with them.
Conversation with Miss H
I waved my hand at her from far, and I was walking straight towards her, with straight strong eye contact, I talked with her.
I:Why is your mood seems off? (I made funny face copying her face
)
She: (Wished on something)
I: Oh, that's great.
No, are you worried about throwing me party later on and thinking about it now is making you feel not happy. (I don't remember the what I said exactly)
She: Go away. (Funnily, as it seems to me)
I: (I wished her, and when I touched her, she was smiling, and I don't remember my most conversation, why the face? Actually, I should write it when they are fresh.)
Conversation with Miss P
I: Hey, Miss P. (Called her with her full name)
She: Hey JC (my name), **** (Wished me on something)
I: Oh, *** (I don't remember what I said, I remember her face was literally ligheted up)
Conversation with Miss another P
(Right after I talked with Miss P)
I: Hey, how was your test? (She kinda seemed to ignore me as I was walking away, I wasn't actually giving her full attention, gave her like two micro secs attention)
She: (Dint seem to hear me or acted like she dint hear me)(As I was walking away, I felt a touch on my shoulder like a sweet tap, and I knew it was not accidental, and she kept it for like 1 secs extra than usual) Hey, it was good.
I: (asked her something and she was getting more responsive)
She: (Told me something I don't remember, what's the point of writing it though, she was walking with me)
I: Anyway, will talk later.
She: Hey, *** (wished me on something)
I: Oh, hey *** ( I wished her back)
(The thing I noticed with her is that she became responsive with me immediately.)
Another thing, unknown followers on Instagram.
I am interested in another Miss P. (Let's call her Barby P)
I think if I can talk to her, which I can, and I will, will ask her something good, and have fun with her without any agenda in mind.
Let's see where it goes.
I was walking like a charming badass and I am literally cool and it's no big deal.
Naturalizer is making the changes hard to see.
I love this SM3.
PEACE
JC
Something good happened.
I was in a crowded place, and I talked with five to six male friends of mine, and I was extremely high energy, and talked with two female friends of mine, one of them was Miss. H.
Another thing that happened, is I talked and made eye contact with almost all the people.
One girl I am interested in, seems to be interested in me, and I can know that she was looking at me from the side, as I can get the idea from the peripheral vision.
And I don't know how, somehow all the girl, mostly all, haha, seems to be interested in me, as it appears to me, and the girl sitting right before me, I am eye fcking her, I am kissing her neck, I am pressing her breasts, and I love just looking at her hips and asss, And nothing seems to be in control like my thoughts are one fire, I can't keep my thoughts concentrated.
I talked with Miss. H, and I actually I talked with three girls today.
Actually, I initiated conversation with them.
Conversation with Miss H
I waved my hand at her from far, and I was walking straight towards her, with straight strong eye contact, I talked with her.
I:Why is your mood seems off? (I made funny face copying her face
)She: (Wished on something)
I: Oh, that's great.
No, are you worried about throwing me party later on and thinking about it now is making you feel not happy. (I don't remember the what I said exactly)
She: Go away. (Funnily, as it seems to me)
I: (I wished her, and when I touched her, she was smiling, and I don't remember my most conversation, why the face? Actually, I should write it when they are fresh.)
Conversation with Miss P
I: Hey, Miss P. (Called her with her full name)
She: Hey JC (my name), **** (Wished me on something)
I: Oh, *** (I don't remember what I said, I remember her face was literally ligheted up)
Conversation with Miss another P
(Right after I talked with Miss P)
I: Hey, how was your test? (She kinda seemed to ignore me as I was walking away, I wasn't actually giving her full attention, gave her like two micro secs attention)
She: (Dint seem to hear me or acted like she dint hear me)(As I was walking away, I felt a touch on my shoulder like a sweet tap, and I knew it was not accidental, and she kept it for like 1 secs extra than usual) Hey, it was good.
I: (asked her something and she was getting more responsive)
She: (Told me something I don't remember, what's the point of writing it though, she was walking with me)
I: Anyway, will talk later.
She: Hey, *** (wished me on something)
I: Oh, hey *** ( I wished her back)
(The thing I noticed with her is that she became responsive with me immediately.)
Another thing, unknown followers on Instagram.
I am interested in another Miss P. (Let's call her Barby P)
I think if I can talk to her, which I can, and I will, will ask her something good, and have fun with her without any agenda in mind.
Let's see where it goes.
I was walking like a charming badass and I am literally cool and it's no big deal.
Naturalizer is making the changes hard to see.
I love this SM3.
PEACE
JC
