11-04-2015, 09:52 PM
Day 20
Well I just realized that I had a fast heart rate. it's in the 80-120 bpm range. I thought it was because of the sub but the main curl pit is my 5000 IU of Vitamin D a day. I was told I had low vitamin D and I looked the the maximum safe dosage online and saw 5,000 IU. So I've been doing this for like a month so I'm gonna stop taking all my vitamins for a month and only eat food. I think the stress from EPHRA is making it worse. I'm gonna go on a colon cleanse this Saturday and Sunday and do a liver cleanse on the 11th in order to clear my body for my new diet which I haven't started. Also I was just in bed and I dreamt strange dreams. So I proceed to wake up and take the headphones out my ear and listen to the sub through my speakers. I go back to sleep and I got Pschicly attacked by some black thing that wouldn't let me move and I had to fight to be able to move. Maybe that's an Unconcious projection of me because it kinda has my kind of outline. Either way I was scared and felt irrational fear for a few minutes because of this and I hate when I worry to much. I dunno if I should do OF first or LTU first. I have unresolved fears that I need to deal with but I don't want to do of right now because I don't want to be alone anymore and looking at LTU it seems like it gives you social popularity also. I guess we'll have to see when I get the money.
Well I just realized that I had a fast heart rate. it's in the 80-120 bpm range. I thought it was because of the sub but the main curl pit is my 5000 IU of Vitamin D a day. I was told I had low vitamin D and I looked the the maximum safe dosage online and saw 5,000 IU. So I've been doing this for like a month so I'm gonna stop taking all my vitamins for a month and only eat food. I think the stress from EPHRA is making it worse. I'm gonna go on a colon cleanse this Saturday and Sunday and do a liver cleanse on the 11th in order to clear my body for my new diet which I haven't started. Also I was just in bed and I dreamt strange dreams. So I proceed to wake up and take the headphones out my ear and listen to the sub through my speakers. I go back to sleep and I got Pschicly attacked by some black thing that wouldn't let me move and I had to fight to be able to move. Maybe that's an Unconcious projection of me because it kinda has my kind of outline. Either way I was scared and felt irrational fear for a few minutes because of this and I hate when I worry to much. I dunno if I should do OF first or LTU first. I have unresolved fears that I need to deal with but I don't want to do of right now because I don't want to be alone anymore and looking at LTU it seems like it gives you social popularity also. I guess we'll have to see when I get the money.
E2 Days in All: 606 Days
UD Start Date: November 1st, 2017- January 19th 2018
DMSI- February 22nd 2018- When AM7 Comes Out?
UD Start Date: November 1st, 2017- January 19th 2018
DMSI- February 22nd 2018- When AM7 Comes Out?
