All our problems are rooted in fear

[CatMan]

Definately, I haven't read the article yet as i'm short on time today but i've seen how fear is at the core of ALOT of my issues. OF seems to be the next thing we're all going to be using, funny that barely anyone used it in the past now several of us will be aroud the same time.

Yeah I know right haha.

I think the problem is we all saw how multi-stages like AM6 and SM3 have OGSF in every stage and thought "oh WOW, that will totally deal with this random garbage inside me", only to figure out in many cases, we need direct intervention of fear after the fact to truly rectify it. Then we can move on to whatever multi-stages we wanted beforehand and do very well. I mean I've done 6,980.5 hours of AM6 and SM3, each stage packed with OGSF, and it still wasn't enough! Clearly, OF is needed. The problem is, when going for a magnet for example, you truly don't know just how DEEP your fear rabbithole is. And you only figure out just HOW deep, when the magnet is done and it's time to measure yourself against it's bulletpoints to determine if the run has been successful or not.

It's okay, it'll get handled. Stop Masturbating 4G is my first 4G program, and I'm very impressed with 4G. I think OF 4G is more than capable to get the job done based off what I've seen so far already. OF is looking to be my next sub in about a month or so.

Exactly what I did too. I was actually telling myself I should do OF 1.1 first because I knew it would be hugely beneficial. But then I got greedy and told myself oh well I'll just TRY OUT AM6. Even though I knew if I started it, I would have had to commit to 6 months, even if I realized it would have been better to start with OF.

Don't get me wrong, AM6 gave me a lot of benefits, but mostly inner benefits. In terms of outer benefits, I still didn't take action in some of the main sticking points in my life. And not all inner benefits at that; I still have a DEEP rabbit hole of fear holding me back. If I did OF first, I would definitely have had a job by now, which at this point I'm still having a couple OCD fears that prevent me from doing so.

It's okay, bud.

We'll get it handled. You tend to only know your true issues holding you back AFTER you've done a program that is supposed to address them. Like me with SM3 for example.

I purposely spent a lot of time making a very good post in Shannon's journal thread, explaining the benefits to us all of OF 5G to try to convince Shannon to make it next and it seems my post was successful. After EHPRA 2.0 comes off the assembly line, it's go time on making OF 5G. I'll be buying that opening day and running it for awhile. Then maybe a redo of AM6 and perhaps THEN, revisit this whole attraction sub thing, I don't know we'll see. My SM3 experience really turned me off attraction-related subs for awhile.

I want any "fears" that could impede my progress again to be wiped out first. So, if OF 5G works, I may actually have sexual experience BEFORE doing an attraction sub. Wow, that'll be awesome haha. We'll see, awhile yet, and I'm really enjoying what Stop Masturbating is doing for me to fix that awful damage porn and masturbation long term have done to my mind...and plan to run this for at LEAST 32 days.