10-31-2015, 05:41 PM
Voytek, I just had a feeling that it would be a good time to give it a 2nd try. Maybe because I'm missing those sexy, ridicules and fun interactions with girls...
Achiever, I didn't find SM as powerful as WM, and I don't have SM 3. WM just made me more of a grounded, alpha male.
My frame is getting stronger when I use WM which I really like. It's one of the biggest things for getting those ridicules, fun and sexy interactions with the ladies.
Day 10
Out clubbing last night with my girl and her hot new friend.
It felt weird yet great to be amongst a crowd and feeling the loud music again. It must have been around a year since I went to a club. And more than a year since I got drunk. Lol.
I felt pretty cool in my own world and tried to make my girls friend comfortable in most situations.
Not sure if it was the best way to go about it as I'm starting again to ponder the possibilities that you can create.
There were brief talk about threesomes with my girls friend and her, teasing me that I was thinking about it. I would love to have explored that.
But I'm limited in my situation (wasn't the threesome kind of guy from the start of the relationship).
In another life, being more relentless would maybe have created a threesome direction of the night.
Instead, we had fun and overall it was a good night. The mood was joyous throughout the most of the night in our little group.
It bothers me that I felt alright with it. Maybe because nothing tangible was achieved, ex. having a sexy interaction with a lady you don't know, or having a 3way make out.
Yet as I'm reflecting, I very much believe that this is how life is.
Either you are in a stable, good relationship / bad relationship or you are dating around or you are completely single.
One can have anything one wants but not everything.
Choosing is the key then.
I choose to explore with a sense of caring.
Let's see where this will lead us...
Achiever, I didn't find SM as powerful as WM, and I don't have SM 3. WM just made me more of a grounded, alpha male.
My frame is getting stronger when I use WM which I really like. It's one of the biggest things for getting those ridicules, fun and sexy interactions with the ladies.
Day 10
Out clubbing last night with my girl and her hot new friend.
It felt weird yet great to be amongst a crowd and feeling the loud music again. It must have been around a year since I went to a club. And more than a year since I got drunk. Lol.
I felt pretty cool in my own world and tried to make my girls friend comfortable in most situations.
Not sure if it was the best way to go about it as I'm starting again to ponder the possibilities that you can create.
There were brief talk about threesomes with my girls friend and her, teasing me that I was thinking about it. I would love to have explored that.
But I'm limited in my situation (wasn't the threesome kind of guy from the start of the relationship).
In another life, being more relentless would maybe have created a threesome direction of the night.
Instead, we had fun and overall it was a good night. The mood was joyous throughout the most of the night in our little group.
It bothers me that I felt alright with it. Maybe because nothing tangible was achieved, ex. having a sexy interaction with a lady you don't know, or having a 3way make out.
Yet as I'm reflecting, I very much believe that this is how life is.
Either you are in a stable, good relationship / bad relationship or you are dating around or you are completely single.
One can have anything one wants but not everything.
Choosing is the key then.
I choose to explore with a sense of caring.
Let's see where this will lead us...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
