10-29-2015, 01:29 PM
Well, I text that girl the other day and said I will call her at 8pm tonight and she said that is good with her.
Well I called her tonight and she didn't pick up. So I waited a little while and text her and asked her if she is still good to talk and about 25 mins later she said ''Hey sorry I must of falling asleep in bed with flu, how are you?''
I didn't believe her lol. She ended up saying little tough to speak over the phone right now, happy to text and speak another day.
I was going to ask her if she had plans Saturday to meet, so I just asked her over text, because my idea consisted of me buying tickets this night. Any way she had plans helping family with party for Halloween and asked what my idea was. And that was it.
Something really annoys me about this. What comes to mind is, I really can't be bothered to get to know a girl online again, it takes up so much time. For what?
Now, I could be just making a big deal out of nothing and she could be telling the truth, what do I know?. But I just don't like to be messed around, I would rather a girl just say I am not interested and that is it.
On the side OF, I have been having soo much anxiety, and I have been training everyday, just to forget about the anxiety that I feel, it is really crazy. I would be in my room and feel strong anxiety and then I was just dropped to the floor and do press ups to feel the pain, so I can foget about the anxiety.
I have been doing eft too, but that seems to only help calm me a notch, or at least just take my mind of it a little bit, while I am doing the tapping.
I feel really strange, that is for sure.
I am really pissed of about that girl though, I just don't like people messing me around. They think I am stupid or something? ...I hope I am wrong, but from this point onward...no ones can fuck with me.
Well I called her tonight and she didn't pick up. So I waited a little while and text her and asked her if she is still good to talk and about 25 mins later she said ''Hey sorry I must of falling asleep in bed with flu, how are you?''
I didn't believe her lol. She ended up saying little tough to speak over the phone right now, happy to text and speak another day.
I was going to ask her if she had plans Saturday to meet, so I just asked her over text, because my idea consisted of me buying tickets this night. Any way she had plans helping family with party for Halloween and asked what my idea was. And that was it.
Something really annoys me about this. What comes to mind is, I really can't be bothered to get to know a girl online again, it takes up so much time. For what?
Now, I could be just making a big deal out of nothing and she could be telling the truth, what do I know?. But I just don't like to be messed around, I would rather a girl just say I am not interested and that is it.
On the side OF, I have been having soo much anxiety, and I have been training everyday, just to forget about the anxiety that I feel, it is really crazy. I would be in my room and feel strong anxiety and then I was just dropped to the floor and do press ups to feel the pain, so I can foget about the anxiety.
I have been doing eft too, but that seems to only help calm me a notch, or at least just take my mind of it a little bit, while I am doing the tapping.
I feel really strange, that is for sure.
I am really pissed of about that girl though, I just don't like people messing me around. They think I am stupid or something? ...I hope I am wrong, but from this point onward...no ones can fuck with me.
