10-28-2015, 07:49 AM
(10-28-2015, 07:23 AM)Jason Capital Wrote: Today I noticed, two girls that are attracted to me, when I made eye contact with one of them when she entered the room, then she started wandering around me, and making eye contact with me.I found it difficult to speak with clarity, people reallyyyyy didn't understand me.
She Was laughing and flirting with a guy sitting beside me. I looked at her with James Bond Look, and she looked down.
Another girl that is attracted at me, was talking with a guy sitting beside me when I was gone for a sec, and when I came back, I touched her with back my fingers on her elbow very slightly, and she was startled slightly, and another thing befor that happened was that she talked with the guy sitting beside me, and she showed her cleavage and I looked at her with Bond Look, and we made eye contact with her for two seconds.
Overall update:
I don't speak clearly nowadays, and I speak so fast, I don't understand, but somehow I become aware of it and correct it.
One more thing:
I forget the spellings of many common things, and my language sometimes become sketchy.
I think the Sub is affecting at more deeper and deeper level and affecting the change from its core as OE2 is doing its work.
Another update overall to SM:
My neediness is not there, at all.
Sometimes I feel like I have to show some neediness, to show some interest.
Even if someone gives me compliment, I don't say anything back.
My ex many times in stage 1 told me I Love You. And I dint say anything back, like she hasn't spoken anything.
My handwriting is changed a lot as I know some of the analysis of handwriting.
My Y, G has a biggest lower loops now. My handwriting on general is bigger than ever. Handwriting does not fit in one line, and all apart, it's not fluent as it was earlier and I know that's because my subconscious is changing.
I am louder than ever before.
I also dress very sexily. I wear accessories, jacket, and other things.
Will update soon again.
PEACE