10-27-2015, 02:10 PM
Stage 3:
I have approached a lot of guys and I exchanged their numbers.
I approached a girl who looked at me and I thought it was an IOI. I went to wash room. Came back. Sat next to her. Introduced myself. I complimented her, and I took off.
I was so happy to approach my first stranger.
It's huge for me to break this pattern.
Now, I feel the sudden urge to approach and fuck girls anytime I see them.
I can't think of myself approaching a girl, because my character in life was not something that would do that.
SM did that.
And girls are giving me so many IOIs nowadays.
I'm on the last day on SM 3rd stage.
Girls get nervous around me, a lot.
They start wondering around me, a lot.
They just look at me, and immediately look away.
My sex drive is almos high always.
I have master bated a lot in this month.
Like 5 times a day was the highest.
Anyway, my eye contact has improved.
I now speak about sexual innuendos all the time.
My all conversation are geared towards sex only.
I speak about sex related thing all the time.
I am sexually confident and entitled person.
My face looks so sexy.
The friends of mine told me you look so sexy.
Another thing, I playfully told a guy friend of mine, that he's a sexy guy.
He laughed at me like a hell.
He is good looking guy, literally.
He said to another guy friend, don't kid me man. Look at you.
Everyone around me feel so much happy to talk to me nowadays, I feel like it's natural for me to receive this much attention.
Whenever I enter the room, everyone just looks at me.
I am like the sexiest motherfuvking badass.
I get lot o unknown Instagram follower and like an that was not natural.
I get text from my female friends and these friends do not text me at all.
Girls get out of their way to touch me.
Anyone gives me a compliment, I don't give a shit.
I know I'm a fuvking badass.
I don't react.
If someone gives a shit to me, I don't react.
My obsession for money was at peak in first or second stage I forgot to mention.
My self improvement obsession was also high and it also high now.
I have approached a lot of guys and I exchanged their numbers.
I approached a girl who looked at me and I thought it was an IOI. I went to wash room. Came back. Sat next to her. Introduced myself. I complimented her, and I took off.
I was so happy to approach my first stranger.
It's huge for me to break this pattern.
Now, I feel the sudden urge to approach and fuck girls anytime I see them.
I can't think of myself approaching a girl, because my character in life was not something that would do that.
SM did that.
And girls are giving me so many IOIs nowadays.
I'm on the last day on SM 3rd stage.
Girls get nervous around me, a lot.
They start wondering around me, a lot.
They just look at me, and immediately look away.
My sex drive is almos high always.
I have master bated a lot in this month.
Like 5 times a day was the highest.
Anyway, my eye contact has improved.
I now speak about sexual innuendos all the time.
My all conversation are geared towards sex only.
I speak about sex related thing all the time.
I am sexually confident and entitled person.
My face looks so sexy.
The friends of mine told me you look so sexy.
Another thing, I playfully told a guy friend of mine, that he's a sexy guy.
He laughed at me like a hell.
He is good looking guy, literally.
He said to another guy friend, don't kid me man. Look at you.
Everyone around me feel so much happy to talk to me nowadays, I feel like it's natural for me to receive this much attention.
Whenever I enter the room, everyone just looks at me.
I am like the sexiest motherfuvking badass.
I get lot o unknown Instagram follower and like an that was not natural.
I get text from my female friends and these friends do not text me at all.
Girls get out of their way to touch me.
Anyone gives me a compliment, I don't give a shit.
I know I'm a fuvking badass.
I don't react.
If someone gives a shit to me, I don't react.
My obsession for money was at peak in first or second stage I forgot to mention.
My self improvement obsession was also high and it also high now.
