10-25-2015, 08:33 AM
(10-24-2015, 05:32 AM)Soaring Wrote: No apollolux.
After careful and fearful consideration, I have decided to begin OF. I feel that it is best for me at this present moment in time. I would love to be able to run it for 6 months, I am just going to say I will run it as long as I possible can.
I was considering AM6, but I do not think I am no position to start it and have it go successfully, well at least not releasing lots of fears buried deep within my psyche FIRST. I am nervous just thinking about what is down there!
Don't worry, the fears won't all surface at once. That would be hell. I'm around 4,5 months in and the resistance I've experienced has always been around only a few fears that relate to each other. Helps a lot if you learn how to empty your head instantly and relax through breathing.
Good luck with the run bro!