10-17-2015, 01:34 PM
I want to start today's update with a quote I found in "DJ Bible". I found it perhaps not very motivating, but certainly eye-opening.
On other news date I was planning didn't came to be. It wasn't her fault, her excuse was sound and reasonable, but she didn't informed me about change of plans and I don't feel that she respects me, so I let her go. I'm sure she will write to me in a couple of days, but I'll simply say that I'm not interested. I am a catch. It's her loss, not mine.
At first I took the news harder than I'd imagine, but all negativity turned into motivation. To be honest I'm proud of myself, I took it much worse when something like that happened last time.
On Monday I will go to local gym to ask about joining them and (if reviews I've read hold true) I will finally start going to the gym. Took me long enough for sure. I know next to nothing about proper gym workouts, but there are a lot of articles for beginners on the web and there should be trainer working for the gym to help me out so I don't worry. I only hope I will have money to pay the gym and I will like it there well enough to make it a habit.
Funny thing is that now I feel like I could try SM or WM. Of course I won't be doing those just yet, I don't have money and I still could use another round of AM6. But I think it shows progress - after completing first run of AM I didn't feel up for programs like SM or WM and I thought I wouldn't get much from them. Now though I think I would benefit from them, even though in the long run AM is still better investment. I've learnt a lot about patience last few weeks.
I'm thinking about changing my nick as well as title of this journal. I could start a new thread, but I don't think it's neither necessary nor useful. I want new nick because I was using old one and it reminds me of a "Nice Guy" me so I want to change it to something more alpha. And I certainly want to change journal title as it's no longer about weight loss.
Quote:The greatest barrier to achievement or success is not lack of talent or ability but rather, the fact that achievement and success, beyond a certain level, are outside our self-concept - our image of who we are and what is appropriate to us. The greatest barrier to love is the secret fear that we are unlovable. The greatest barrier to happiness is the wordless sense that happiness not our proper destiny.
- Nathaniel Branden.
On other news date I was planning didn't came to be. It wasn't her fault, her excuse was sound and reasonable, but she didn't informed me about change of plans and I don't feel that she respects me, so I let her go. I'm sure she will write to me in a couple of days, but I'll simply say that I'm not interested. I am a catch. It's her loss, not mine.
At first I took the news harder than I'd imagine, but all negativity turned into motivation. To be honest I'm proud of myself, I took it much worse when something like that happened last time.
On Monday I will go to local gym to ask about joining them and (if reviews I've read hold true) I will finally start going to the gym. Took me long enough for sure. I know next to nothing about proper gym workouts, but there are a lot of articles for beginners on the web and there should be trainer working for the gym to help me out so I don't worry. I only hope I will have money to pay the gym and I will like it there well enough to make it a habit.
Funny thing is that now I feel like I could try SM or WM. Of course I won't be doing those just yet, I don't have money and I still could use another round of AM6. But I think it shows progress - after completing first run of AM I didn't feel up for programs like SM or WM and I thought I wouldn't get much from them. Now though I think I would benefit from them, even though in the long run AM is still better investment. I've learnt a lot about patience last few weeks.
I'm thinking about changing my nick as well as title of this journal. I could start a new thread, but I don't think it's neither necessary nor useful. I want new nick because I was using old one and it reminds me of a "Nice Guy" me so I want to change it to something more alpha. And I certainly want to change journal title as it's no longer about weight loss.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
