01-30-2023, 06:34 PM
So I switched to OGSF from UMSv2, as it's time to deal with guilt, shame and fear once and for all.
I was definitely experiencing some TID from OGSF prior to that. I listened to my loops and then slept throughout most of the day, with some very interesting dreams which were kinda all over the place. Some were definitely related to shame and fear that springs from it.
I am not experiencing agitation as of yet, but I am experiencing a lot of internal tension which is kinda a hamper on my singing exercises but that's probably also due to the fact I had a long break from it.
In other news, got a lead on a singing job - with an employment contract! - and will call a guy tomorrow to see what's what. Fingers crossed, this could be a good opportunity.
I've had some digestive issues recently, maybe this could be related. Trying to eat less as well to lose some weight while I'm at it.
I was definitely experiencing some TID from OGSF prior to that. I listened to my loops and then slept throughout most of the day, with some very interesting dreams which were kinda all over the place. Some were definitely related to shame and fear that springs from it.
I am not experiencing agitation as of yet, but I am experiencing a lot of internal tension which is kinda a hamper on my singing exercises but that's probably also due to the fact I had a long break from it.
In other news, got a lead on a singing job - with an employment contract! - and will call a guy tomorrow to see what's what. Fingers crossed, this could be a good opportunity.
I've had some digestive issues recently, maybe this could be related. Trying to eat less as well to lose some weight while I'm at it.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley