@Benjamin: sure, let's go with that
Stage 3, Day 3,
I'm becoming frustrated. Just want to get on with my life and work.
At the gym, I saw a fucking sexy woman with a really built ass (she could've been a porn star) doing a certain barbell hip press exercise (almost 2 plates; remember, her ass was spectacular, doubtlessly because of that). But, I felt nothing. No physical attraction in my body, no desire to talk, no spark. I then told myself: "Doesn't she get enough guys like me (without vitality or purpose) talking to her?". I felt nothing to bring to her. But, I did talk to her briefly in passing. My situation with dating is also frustrating.
But, I've been lifting more at the gym:
Squat: 205 x 3 reps
Chest Dumbbell Press with spotter: 90 x 2 arms x 4 reps (essentially 180 lbs on the Bench Press)
Deadlift: Still working on form, but the weight I'm working on in 135 lbs.
I've also been doing better at logic; I've reviewing the notes from my logic program and redoing the exercises. I've developing a pretty good sense of how to use facts make sure that I draw the proper conclusions.
But, I can't seem to defend myself against peoples' rhetoric, which is why rhetoric is the next step in the Trivium.
My Spanish vocab is also better; I'll continue learning until the New Year, at which point I might work on other languages.
Stage 3, Day 3,
I'm becoming frustrated. Just want to get on with my life and work.
At the gym, I saw a fucking sexy woman with a really built ass (she could've been a porn star) doing a certain barbell hip press exercise (almost 2 plates; remember, her ass was spectacular, doubtlessly because of that). But, I felt nothing. No physical attraction in my body, no desire to talk, no spark. I then told myself: "Doesn't she get enough guys like me (without vitality or purpose) talking to her?". I felt nothing to bring to her. But, I did talk to her briefly in passing. My situation with dating is also frustrating.
But, I've been lifting more at the gym:
Squat: 205 x 3 reps
Chest Dumbbell Press with spotter: 90 x 2 arms x 4 reps (essentially 180 lbs on the Bench Press)
Deadlift: Still working on form, but the weight I'm working on in 135 lbs.
I've also been doing better at logic; I've reviewing the notes from my logic program and redoing the exercises. I've developing a pretty good sense of how to use facts make sure that I draw the proper conclusions.
But, I can't seem to defend myself against peoples' rhetoric, which is why rhetoric is the next step in the Trivium.
My Spanish vocab is also better; I'll continue learning until the New Year, at which point I might work on other languages.
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