02-22-2011, 01:42 PM
Hello friends.
About half way through with AM2011 Stage 2 and I must say things are going quite good. Overall, I can sum up my new feelings in one phrase: self control.
Many benefits or positive changes I've experienced since starting the sub are a result of improved self control. After I quit smoking I realized that I was starting to eat like a pig and gaining weight. I didn't quit smoking just to become obese so I quickly got my diet under control, started exercising a bit and now I'm losing fat and gaining muscle.
As I mentioned being more aware of my body earlier on, this is now becoming awareness/control. I am in control of my body language and the message that is sent via posture and so on.
Little chores or projects around my house that I keep putting off or coming up with excuses not to do them are getting done. I think the key is the excuses part. Many times when you rationalize something away, or come up with an excuse not to do something, you are relinquishing control over the situation, and in essence, part of your life. I feel like I am making strides toward being in as much control as I can be (which is a freaking ton) over my life.
As far as the female/attraction aspect goes, I do have a regular FBuddy which is taking care of business right now. I'm busy at my job currently, so I haven't been able to get out and socialize as much as I normally do, so the FB works out fine at the present. However, I do have feeling that once spring hits and mini skirts become ubiquitous, things are going to be off the chart for me!
Real busy from now till the first week of March (right around the time stage 2 ends) so y'all might not hear back from me until I'm in stage 3.
Keep the faith my friends and I'll get with y'all soon!
About half way through with AM2011 Stage 2 and I must say things are going quite good. Overall, I can sum up my new feelings in one phrase: self control.
Many benefits or positive changes I've experienced since starting the sub are a result of improved self control. After I quit smoking I realized that I was starting to eat like a pig and gaining weight. I didn't quit smoking just to become obese so I quickly got my diet under control, started exercising a bit and now I'm losing fat and gaining muscle.
As I mentioned being more aware of my body earlier on, this is now becoming awareness/control. I am in control of my body language and the message that is sent via posture and so on.
Little chores or projects around my house that I keep putting off or coming up with excuses not to do them are getting done. I think the key is the excuses part. Many times when you rationalize something away, or come up with an excuse not to do something, you are relinquishing control over the situation, and in essence, part of your life. I feel like I am making strides toward being in as much control as I can be (which is a freaking ton) over my life.
As far as the female/attraction aspect goes, I do have a regular FBuddy which is taking care of business right now. I'm busy at my job currently, so I haven't been able to get out and socialize as much as I normally do, so the FB works out fine at the present. However, I do have feeling that once spring hits and mini skirts become ubiquitous, things are going to be off the chart for me!
Real busy from now till the first week of March (right around the time stage 2 ends) so y'all might not hear back from me until I'm in stage 3.
Keep the faith my friends and I'll get with y'all soon!
