08-30-2015, 10:23 PM
I don't know what's happening.
First my pendrive lost.
The next morning my earphones stopped working and the same night my sleep phones acting strange. Faintly audible even on full volume. Prior to that, every time I play the masked or US, my music players would crash. Had to restart the phone.
Secondly, I get this feeling of either stop listening to subs n do something else or to change the sub.
And even dreams problem.
Though I know I got multiple dreams, I could remember only 1 the next morning. And not even Complete dream, just a momentary part of it. Like a still image from a complete video.
Can't remember the situations, conversations, etc.
Yesterday night I had this dream, don't remember it completely but I lit a cigarette in front of my friend's house. He too asked for a ciggy. (That's unnatural. His family doesn't know he smokes. N he is that kind of guy who won't smoke within a 1km radius of his house cos he is scared that someone might see him. ) I gave him the cigarette, I gave him lighter, but even after several attempts, he could not light it as the lighter didn't work. I took lighter from him and attempted 2-3 times, it worked all times. I was about to give him lighter back to light, but then I asked him to come forward so that I light it. But then I thought that am not his servant, why should I light, but while thinking I already had lit it. (unnatural again, I never light someone else ciggy. I consider it belittling myself.)
The night before I dreamt that someone is forcefully taking me n couple of others (I guess family members) to some other planet in a spaceship. The person gave me a reason which I don't remember but I believe that he said his planet needs my help.
The thing about this is I was forced which I didn't like, resisted for few seconds but then gave up unwantedly as I knew I won't win from me.
That's the actual me. I give up easily
First my pendrive lost.
The next morning my earphones stopped working and the same night my sleep phones acting strange. Faintly audible even on full volume. Prior to that, every time I play the masked or US, my music players would crash. Had to restart the phone.
Secondly, I get this feeling of either stop listening to subs n do something else or to change the sub.
And even dreams problem.
Though I know I got multiple dreams, I could remember only 1 the next morning. And not even Complete dream, just a momentary part of it. Like a still image from a complete video.
Can't remember the situations, conversations, etc.
Yesterday night I had this dream, don't remember it completely but I lit a cigarette in front of my friend's house. He too asked for a ciggy. (That's unnatural. His family doesn't know he smokes. N he is that kind of guy who won't smoke within a 1km radius of his house cos he is scared that someone might see him. ) I gave him the cigarette, I gave him lighter, but even after several attempts, he could not light it as the lighter didn't work. I took lighter from him and attempted 2-3 times, it worked all times. I was about to give him lighter back to light, but then I asked him to come forward so that I light it. But then I thought that am not his servant, why should I light, but while thinking I already had lit it. (unnatural again, I never light someone else ciggy. I consider it belittling myself.)
The night before I dreamt that someone is forcefully taking me n couple of others (I guess family members) to some other planet in a spaceship. The person gave me a reason which I don't remember but I believe that he said his planet needs my help.
The thing about this is I was forced which I didn't like, resisted for few seconds but then gave up unwantedly as I knew I won't win from me.
That's the actual me. I give up easily
