08-27-2015, 01:14 PM
Day 3
OF is good to induce vivid dreams. I had this scary vivid dream, where I was failing an exam every single year for a straight 20 years.
hmm...
It was followed by another more pleasant vivid dream where I had a strong friendship with a woman. She was a flight attendant or something like this.
This aside, today I noticed a positive development I'm consciously starting to detach from my drama ( anger, negativity, fear, etc...)
I see it from a distance and I imagine that I'm not these things but simply the observer. One mistake its to identify with drama as in 'I'm afraid' instead of 'I feel afraid'
I began a new process of basically let in go of being in a reactive mode.
OF is good to induce vivid dreams. I had this scary vivid dream, where I was failing an exam every single year for a straight 20 years.
hmm...
It was followed by another more pleasant vivid dream where I had a strong friendship with a woman. She was a flight attendant or something like this.
This aside, today I noticed a positive development I'm consciously starting to detach from my drama ( anger, negativity, fear, etc...)
I see it from a distance and I imagine that I'm not these things but simply the observer. One mistake its to identify with drama as in 'I'm afraid' instead of 'I feel afraid'
I began a new process of basically let in go of being in a reactive mode.
Subs History: BIABW (2014)-> AM (2015) -> OF 4g 1.1 (2015)- > DAOS 4g (90 days - 2016) -> DMSI - > AYPNBL
