08-15-2015, 08:58 AM
Day 34 post disaster luck
Idk what happened last night. I got to the bar, sat down, and my girl was kinda ignoring me. Usually I get a big smile and a hi, but not today. Now the second girl, who by the way looked like she just came back from a photoshoot in Milan, greeted me with her normal gorgeous smile and hi. I mean she looked really hot. I myself was looking good and got checked out, blatantly, by at least 10 other girls.
So hottie b starts flirting playfully with me, I play back. Hottie alpha, my main squeeze, finally says hi. Now this is where I mess up, I get conflicted and go introvert and start watching the game on TV, ignoring both girls. Hottie alpha stops and asks me if something's wrong, of course I tell her that everything is all good. Mind you I'm completely sober drinking Pellegrino eating pizza. My friend calls, his car broke down needs a ride. I wrap my food, pay the bill, and get up.
Hottie b is staring at me ready to say good bye.
Hottie alpha was staring at her phone texting. I stood there waiting for her to look up so I could say good by, seemed like forever, so I started turning and at that moment she looked up and I managed to give a quick wave at her. I think she saw it.
It was a Friday night and the restaurant was busy. I also introverted, which is social suicide. Gotta learn to stay off the phone too.
As hot as hottie b was, think Angelina as a size 0, golden tan skin, puppy dog eyes, and a great smile, she isn't as intuitive as hottie alpha.
Hottie alpha connected on an intellectual level which is more important to me and she is just as hot as the other but in a girl next door way. To me is better marriage material.
I don't know what this has to do with luck, but it felt good letting out. I just felt like a soothing calm come over me.
Thank you for following.
Idk what happened last night. I got to the bar, sat down, and my girl was kinda ignoring me. Usually I get a big smile and a hi, but not today. Now the second girl, who by the way looked like she just came back from a photoshoot in Milan, greeted me with her normal gorgeous smile and hi. I mean she looked really hot. I myself was looking good and got checked out, blatantly, by at least 10 other girls.
So hottie b starts flirting playfully with me, I play back. Hottie alpha, my main squeeze, finally says hi. Now this is where I mess up, I get conflicted and go introvert and start watching the game on TV, ignoring both girls. Hottie alpha stops and asks me if something's wrong, of course I tell her that everything is all good. Mind you I'm completely sober drinking Pellegrino eating pizza. My friend calls, his car broke down needs a ride. I wrap my food, pay the bill, and get up.
Hottie b is staring at me ready to say good bye.
Hottie alpha was staring at her phone texting. I stood there waiting for her to look up so I could say good by, seemed like forever, so I started turning and at that moment she looked up and I managed to give a quick wave at her. I think she saw it.
It was a Friday night and the restaurant was busy. I also introverted, which is social suicide. Gotta learn to stay off the phone too.
As hot as hottie b was, think Angelina as a size 0, golden tan skin, puppy dog eyes, and a great smile, she isn't as intuitive as hottie alpha.
Hottie alpha connected on an intellectual level which is more important to me and she is just as hot as the other but in a girl next door way. To me is better marriage material.
I don't know what this has to do with luck, but it felt good letting out. I just felt like a soothing calm come over me.
Thank you for following.
