RERUN 3 AM5

[aswase]

To those whom are reading this, I have a question. Preferably answered by those whom have read the black dragons 2.0, or models. In the book it states that happiness is easily attained, but only attained by being good to others. What if those others are disrespectful to you? I would consider that niceness, but i'm curious as to what others views on are good/kind, versus nice.
For example, my ex and her bf were stranded at the beach, no money, no car, and the last bus had left. I offered to grab them, have them stay at my house, and pay for their bus fee home. The bf stated that unless I drove them all the way to the hotel they were staying at, that they were not interested and to leave them alone. I took that as jealousy, and decided that how he felt was reasonable and that leaving them to sleep on the beach was best.

I felt bad, but at the same time, it was what the boyfriend wanted. If I picked them up to drive them to their hotel, that would've been a waste of my time, and leaving them alone seemed like the best.

Im trying to do my best to bring goodness to the world, but I cant stand being a pushover.

I guess I answered my own question. Just needed to write my thoughts out.
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Also, recently noticed is daydreaming. Especially when i'm reading, and relate to something in a past experience, my new "Daydream version" will pop in and play how I should have done it.

Also, Im still not really experiencing many dreams as of late unless I do a WBTB, which gives me around an hour or so of dreams consistently.