A Better Alex, stage 2: ASC Journal

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==14 days done==
14 days done and this week I felt almost nothing but insecurity and anxiety. I feel my projects are suffering, the woman on POF I went out with the week before decided to flake on me so no second date, and I don't yet feel completely comfortable about one project but know it's necessary and am probably projecting my insecurity onto the client.

I probably solidified a new friendship, though, with a classmate of mine who took a long walk with me through Central Park yesterday afternoon. Because I find her physically attractive, however, I'm likely going to be fighting with myself to avoid chasing her off if I want to keep her as a friend. She insists she's ok with me talking about my problems to her, but it remains to be seen whether or not I'm too much of a downer for her.