I definately do have negative beliefs in my sexual attraction as Boss says. Absolutely. I suppose if I had actually had some sexual success earlier in my life, I'd KNOW it's possible for me to do it. Then I wouldn't have such a mountain for SM3 to climb, but it is what it is. It's okay, I knew going into this, that SM3 would have a real war on it's hands with me. I'm a big boy, I made my bed...I'm laying in it and will do so until Halloween as I'm supposed to.
JBDefence, thank you very much for your words. And yes, I have no choice but to push forward. I will not quit this program. I'd be a coward and a hypocrite and telling others it's wrong to do it, if I do it myself. I will lead by example!
Everyone else, you're absolute kings for your words. I thank you and am glad to be in the company of such fine people. I will continue to strive to be worthy of your words.
JBDefence, thank you very much for your words. And yes, I have no choice but to push forward. I will not quit this program. I'd be a coward and a hypocrite and telling others it's wrong to do it, if I do it myself. I will lead by example!
Everyone else, you're absolute kings for your words. I thank you and am glad to be in the company of such fine people. I will continue to strive to be worthy of your words.
