08-02-2015, 04:05 AM
(08-02-2015, 01:23 AM)CatMan Wrote:(08-02-2015, 01:04 AM)LionKing Wrote: ...whereas I know SM works...
Gonna hold you to that bro lmao
What you're writing sounds familiar too. I think I most clearly saw the results I had only after the program. Of course it was stuff I noticed, and recorded, happening during, but I guess I thought it was more or less "normal", or it was because these and these circumstances lead to this special case where it must've been normal or something. But then when I wasn't on SM, those things weren't happening anymore. And they never did before that, so.. not saying it works 100%, but I mean it worked for me at least a little, which makes me hope it could work more.
And another thing.. this is going to back to those clearing discussions, which I don't want to get into anymore, but SM stages 1-3 I was using PSTEC and listening more average hours. Then I switched - I stopped PSTEC and ramped up my hours to us much as I could for the rest of the program. And that was also when I started to not notice anything happening anymore and I was very disappointed in SM b/c I didn't even have real interest in going out, didn't see attraction, etc. To me that's either saying there was something good to that clearing (wouldn't do it like anymore though), or listening for too many hours was not optimal for me. And of course, listening (investing) more leads you to expect more, which might get in the way too. Now with AM I had a few days travelling where I naturally listened less and I was feeling pretty good and extroverted.
As you said, hopefully it picks up!
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