02-08-2011, 11:27 AM
2/8/11
Every so often I get an insight or some breakthrough from the subliminal that I feel I have to jot down. Prior to starting alpha male I was very hesitant because I didn't want to lose who I was. But my whole image of an alpha male was the medias presentation of it. I feel like with the help of this subliminal my personality is getting magnified while all my limiting beliefs and untrue statements about myself are being minimized. It's really just letting my core self shine through like never before.
Anyway I'm beginning to feel much more at ease. I'm also realizing that I'm less serious in general, in fact I can't stand some of those guys who put on a fake alpha persona in order to feel dominating. I just laugh because they are trying so hard and caught up in neurotic thinking about how tough they have to be. I realized a lot in the past, my fear of people made me put up a kind of shield and a seriousness that made it really hard to relax. I always felt on edge and I know other people felt it too and I probably gave off a bad vibe.
About 2 weeks ago there was something weird I noticed. I was in a pretty lousy mood and I was in one of my classes. I HATE desks, I have legs like a stork and cramming them under a desk is very uncomfortable for me. So I usually stretch them out and lean back in my chair instead sitting upright. Anyway the desks behind me and in front of me are both empty. I have about 40 other people in my class, almost every desk was filled except the one in front of me and behind me. So it was like I was projecting some aura that told people not to invade my personal space lol. I was relatively early to class and as each person walked in the door they would look at me and then try to find a spot that wasn't close to me.
Last week I did the same exact thing, except I was actually in a good mood and more people sat around me than before. When I'm in a bad mood I feel like people can actually feel that, but it's not from body language.
Every so often I get an insight or some breakthrough from the subliminal that I feel I have to jot down. Prior to starting alpha male I was very hesitant because I didn't want to lose who I was. But my whole image of an alpha male was the medias presentation of it. I feel like with the help of this subliminal my personality is getting magnified while all my limiting beliefs and untrue statements about myself are being minimized. It's really just letting my core self shine through like never before.
Anyway I'm beginning to feel much more at ease. I'm also realizing that I'm less serious in general, in fact I can't stand some of those guys who put on a fake alpha persona in order to feel dominating. I just laugh because they are trying so hard and caught up in neurotic thinking about how tough they have to be. I realized a lot in the past, my fear of people made me put up a kind of shield and a seriousness that made it really hard to relax. I always felt on edge and I know other people felt it too and I probably gave off a bad vibe.
About 2 weeks ago there was something weird I noticed. I was in a pretty lousy mood and I was in one of my classes. I HATE desks, I have legs like a stork and cramming them under a desk is very uncomfortable for me. So I usually stretch them out and lean back in my chair instead sitting upright. Anyway the desks behind me and in front of me are both empty. I have about 40 other people in my class, almost every desk was filled except the one in front of me and behind me. So it was like I was projecting some aura that told people not to invade my personal space lol. I was relatively early to class and as each person walked in the door they would look at me and then try to find a spot that wasn't close to me.
Last week I did the same exact thing, except I was actually in a good mood and more people sat around me than before. When I'm in a bad mood I feel like people can actually feel that, but it's not from body language.