Couldn't sleep so I've been surfing the innie and watched a couple clips of Paul McKenna the hypnotherapist and I must say I've heard of him but now I respect the man, the dude helped people with nlp and stuff, like there was one that stuck out , a young man with Tourette's, had it bad he did, it was a stress triggered chemical imbalance and by controlling stress through nlp techniques his outbursts drastically reduced.
So I'm going to queue up stress relief 5 g for New Year's Eve. Not cuz I have Tourette's but more the anger triggers.
I've been adapting his techniques and found the root of the dream I had that woke me... I had a fear of carnival rides when I was 7, I think early access to HBO and an adhd overactive imagination contributed to the fear development, and I remembered one specific time when someone made fun of me for closing my eyes during the ride...
Btw there was a carnival in town for the Fourth of July
The breakdown:
Curiosity/confusion lead to fear in that fear I look frantically to feel different with a sense of control so I latched onto anger at the kid now I'm back in a feeling of false control in the form of power cuz being stronger enables one to control the weaker by force
The cure:
Just writing all that and still listening to sub feels like it's flying away from my body leaving me with a sense of a heavy weight being lifted.
Umm...so I feel good and guess what? I just found a purple casino chip($500us)
I guess I know where I'm going today and I haven't even started luck magnifier yet.
So I'm going to queue up stress relief 5 g for New Year's Eve. Not cuz I have Tourette's but more the anger triggers.
I've been adapting his techniques and found the root of the dream I had that woke me... I had a fear of carnival rides when I was 7, I think early access to HBO and an adhd overactive imagination contributed to the fear development, and I remembered one specific time when someone made fun of me for closing my eyes during the ride...
Btw there was a carnival in town for the Fourth of July
The breakdown:
Curiosity/confusion lead to fear in that fear I look frantically to feel different with a sense of control so I latched onto anger at the kid now I'm back in a feeling of false control in the form of power cuz being stronger enables one to control the weaker by force
The cure:
Just writing all that and still listening to sub feels like it's flying away from my body leaving me with a sense of a heavy weight being lifted.
Umm...so I feel good and guess what? I just found a purple casino chip($500us)
I guess I know where I'm going today and I haven't even started luck magnifier yet.
