Concious and Unconcious effort journal

[Patti]

this past three days has been getting on my nerves...i read in wildflowers journal that the resistance tend to kickin after 4-5 days. man, it was trouble. i couldnt get my head straight...got all this bad self talk about me not good enough at work. and i get irritated so easily with other people. i guess this is the resistance cause by the BASE im using...
and i felt tired like never before...and for the first time in 1.5 month i skipped my p90x workout because of it. i thought that the resistance is a walk in a park...but it turns out the other way around. all i want to do is just lay in my bed. im also in a state of stress now...and put any food thats on my sight into my mouth...

and last night was the first time i listened to the alpha and i got weird scary dreams..i had a dream fighting 3 ghost...lol...i literally punch them in the face...that dream is scary and woke up because of it and afraid of going to bed.

Isn't good to know that that resistance stuff does fade away?! 3 ghosts huh? wasn't there a movie about that??? lol i guess you're fighting 3 past events or people.....maybe stop fighting them and just let them pass ya by.....